it was bound to happen - eventually i knew i'd return to a blog because i lacked the voice i needed in realtime.
it seems that in the midst of getting everything i thought i wanted i lost some of the things i needed. i have an amazing boyfriend whom i live with in a condo i purchased and we've made an amazing home, it feels exactly how i always imagined it would. the one thing i didn't anticipate was an overabundance of feeling void.
all the motivation i'd mustered up over the last 1.5 years has vanished - the me that i'd come to love, understand, and appreciate vanished. i don't even think about med school anymore, in fact, i could not care less about it.
i don't know who i am anymore.
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I'm glad you're back. Bad ass!
ReplyDeleteMe too. Well, except the med school part.
ReplyDeletefricking kids. what was i thinking? oh, and going through a seperation. my life rocks.