le sigh

i have a confession: i have wedding fever.

the more we talk about engagement rings and look at them the more i want you to ask. i know it's going to happen but i'm not patient. the more i think about it the more i realize i'm such a girl. le sigh. flowers, colours, venues and people names go running through my head and i can't stop them. will i cry? i know you will cry. what would our first dance be to?

i find myself googling wedding crap and i wanna slap myself.